How can someone be so miserable and so happy at the same time?!
I have the greatest family who love me no matter what, the most amazing boyfriend and the most kindest friends. But things have taken a turn for the worst and I don't know how to stop it.
Since the start of 2013 I have been battling with depression. When I went over to visit my sister in the summer of 2013 I was the happiest I have ever been,which led me to believe I was cured. To my surprise I wasn't. I came back to Ireland when summer came to an end and so did my happiness. I felt more miserable more angry and more depressed than I ever thought possible. To put it shortly things turned to capital 's' S***!
If it wasn't for him giving me a reason to go on, I'd probably be a goner.
So much for trying to be a more positive person.
I'll talk to you soon
-K