March 12th, 2015

Pushing myself through something that's so hard to do just cause it might be worth it in the end doesn't seem so good right now though.
Come December I'm going to look back on this and wonder "what the hell was I thinking", but for now all I can do is go through this couple months the best way I know how and see what comes of it in the end.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K

March 8th, 2015

Even a good day has it's bad sides. But the point of heartache is to fight through it and come out stronger on the other end.
I can't see a point to all of this yet but I'm sure there's some weird backwards reason for it. So for now all I can do is go along with it and see what the future holds. I'm hoping it'll reveal some good news.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K

March 3rd, 2015

There comes this great big relief with doing what you want to and not holding yourself back for the 'iny bity' tiny stupid reasons you made up in your head. It's great to feel like you have a hold on your life. Like you're in the driver sit and you're making all of the decisions. It takes real big guts to do that but what has been proven to me time and time again is that, it's all worth it in the end.
Basically, I need to do what I want and stop judging myself though other peoples eyes.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K