I've been home doing nothing and wasting so much of my life recently. I do want to get better though I don't see that being a possibility, well not yet. I know I should just stop denying it and start doing but some days are harder than others. 'SoulPancake' is a great channel on 'Youtube' that more often than not gets to me, but in the best of ways.
I do have to start listening to myself like I always try to do. Not take no for an answer but only from myself. No excuses, no fear and no complaints.
Life is what it is. Things happen, good and bad. People happen, good and bad. But at some point you have to forgive and forget and then move forward with your life. Because it is YOUR life! No one else's.
Do what makes you happy and smiling for the day. Do what you got to do and the rest will work out in the end. Once you find your passion, your happiness and your drive, everything else will fall into place.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K