September 27th, 2015

I'm trying to find the good in this sea of bad,what a terrible place to start from. Cause every bad experience you now have will only reinforce what you think you know already, which is that it's mostly bad but you're trying to search for the elusive good. Even when it's good it hurts, that's okay, that's part of it.
Fall in love with moments. Fall in love with little moments in every part of your day. So there are different types of love. There is the love of a sunset, there is the love of a great city scape when you're at a top of a hotel building and you see the city in front of you. Some of my favorite things in the world.

September 07, 2015

Ever since I can remember I've been wanting to be in love. Well that part came easy, but to finding someone to love me back has been the not so easy part.

I listen to love songs, watch romantic indie films and hope that one day that could be me.. and once it was...

Though as life would have it everything has an expiry date and this was one that I really wasn't expecting. So now I'm basically stuck in limbo; flouting in between of everything but not set in anything solid. That can be very frustrating most of the time but some of it can be quite freeing. 

I do have to start over, again... 

Clearly I'm not trilled about it but it's not like I have a choice. I don't control other persons feelings, though it would make so many parts of life so much easier. 

At least I was being realistic when naming this blog 'somewhat daily' it's pretty accurate.
I'd love to know whats wrong with me. Just being neurotic might be in off for now.

I'll talk to you soon.

-K