April 19th, 2016

I had two giant paragraphs written down that I have taken from my old journal to be able to reflect on. And I accidentally closed the blogger app before saying.
But I guess it's for the best. Who wants to sit there and read back over your past.
You want to get out there and start your future!
I'll talk to you soon.
-K

April 12th, 2016

Yesterday was a good day. I might be bold enough to say it was a great day! One of the best ones I have had for quite a while.
For couple of years now I have been dreading my birthdays and this one was no exception.
Woke up nice and early with the little one, went off for a walk, a day like every other. But this time the living room door opened with flowers, muffins, sweets, a card and candles waiting for me!
And for some strange reason I didn't even wish for anything. All my life I have spend a solid minute thinking of a wish before blowing out the candles but this year I just didn't.
I didn't feel the need to wish for anything cause I have everything I need.
This is some turnaround from a couple of posts before.
I never thought I could ever feel this way again. Can't really say 'again' because I have never felt this way before. Just so happy and content. It's a good feeling.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K

April 7th, 2016

So I guess I spent the whole of March just working and not paying attention to anything else.
I had this big plan of writing more on here as well as on paper and it just went horribly down hill.
I just too busy living my life to be writing about it. But did I get busy living or just found a way to pass my days?
Seeing my niece develop and grow, that's living. But my job seems to just be something making days pass as weeks.
I don't know do I like it but it's not like I got a say before for what's coming next in my life so I don't think I get a say this time too.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K