2013 started off great. The second week in everything went south from there till June.
Had an amazing summer, got back home and then the rest of the year just kept on getting worse and worse.
2014 started off okay but by February everything was great and I've never been happier.
By June I was back home again and things stayed good, until October when my world tumbled beneath my feet.
Now we're getting closer to the end of the year... So... New Year predictions...
Gonna start the year off happy, motivated and determined...
Then loose all faith in humanity by the first week of February or maybe the second week and from there till June constantly pick myself back up...
Summer is going to be full of surprises good and bad but all in all it's going to be a good 3 months.
In September either get into 3rd year and try doing my best in college or not get in and look for a job and try and figure this whole life thing all over again...
By December next year I'm probably going to be sitting here in my mums house in my old room predicting whats going to happen in 2016 and just hope for the best, just like I am right now.
Happy Holidays. <3
I'll talk to you soon.
-K
My thoughts, feelings, opinions and thingy things coming out of my head. Writing maybe weekly, maybe daily. Definitely every couple days when I'll get a chance.
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Wednesday, 24 December 2014
Friday, 12 December 2014
December 12th, 2014
It's so much better doing things together.
Whether it's cleaning the dishes, making the bed, eating dinner, being sexual or just simply sitting on the couch relaxing. It's better to have a partner in crime.
But getting used to your own company 24/7 is bit of an adjustment.
I'll talk to you soon
-K
Whether it's cleaning the dishes, making the bed, eating dinner, being sexual or just simply sitting on the couch relaxing. It's better to have a partner in crime.
But getting used to your own company 24/7 is bit of an adjustment.
I'll talk to you soon
-K
Tuesday, 9 December 2014
December 9th, 2014
Well this is officially the strangest thing that has ever happened.
I have not one voice in my head screaming at me right now but 6. Don't know how but I do.
It came out of nowhere. I'm lying in bed right now and it's making me feel a bit sick.
I guess it must be a panic attack but on steroids. Though I'm sitting here calmly it feels like I'm not in control of myself, of it all my mind and body. It's taking so much effort right now to sit still while having these weird twitches that feel like are not made by me.
I'm officially gone off the walls and I'm really scaring myself. I'm really quickly becoming a complete stranger to myself.
March 11th, 2014 I said "if it wasn't for him I'd be a goner" and I really meant it. But now everything has changed. I really want to hate him but I'm way to deep in love with him for that. I just mainly hate myself for trusting him so much and letting myself fall so deeply for him, when really I was just some pass time for him.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K
I have not one voice in my head screaming at me right now but 6. Don't know how but I do.
It came out of nowhere. I'm lying in bed right now and it's making me feel a bit sick.
I guess it must be a panic attack but on steroids. Though I'm sitting here calmly it feels like I'm not in control of myself, of it all my mind and body. It's taking so much effort right now to sit still while having these weird twitches that feel like are not made by me.
I'm officially gone off the walls and I'm really scaring myself. I'm really quickly becoming a complete stranger to myself.
March 11th, 2014 I said "if it wasn't for him I'd be a goner" and I really meant it. But now everything has changed. I really want to hate him but I'm way to deep in love with him for that. I just mainly hate myself for trusting him so much and letting myself fall so deeply for him, when really I was just some pass time for him.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K