This has been one of the hardest most amazing year and a quarter of my life. Can't even imagine what I would have done without him. He has brought such joy into my life and just simply has made sense of it where I always struggled to. This is everything I have always wanted and so much more that I had to learn along the way but the bad days make the good that much more special and they are always a learning curve where we grow stronger together.
I just hope he sees it the same.
Sees the amazing most kind man that I have the pleasure to call my fiance.
The exact one that I fell in love with so quickly and so deeply that not even he could explain.
From the second I've met him I could see there was something special about him. There are things I have felt that I couldn't even explain why, even before he even met me. It was just a gut feeling I just had to go with.
He has helped me grow into a person I am finally proud to be. I am myself. The self I knew I was behind all the blacked out clothes, behind all the make-up, behind all the fake smiles and the 'I'm fines'.
To feel so normal for once, I am forever grateful. Because he could see what no one ever could. The girl that was hiding behind all of it.
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