I do remember feeling like this before and I know it's a part of my life but this is not who I am as a whole.
I need to get out of this rump because life is as good as it can be but the years of struggling are getting to be so much that I really can't cope with it anymore. I'm tired of putting on a smile and carrying on as if the problems are not a big deal, as if its all gonna pass eventually.
It is not passing, it is not going away no matter what I do. I can't live like this anymore, I don't think my mind can take much more... and I have been staying that for way too long now.
I'll talk to you soon.
-K
Not the only one people out there defoo made it alot harder to they are the ones that would of pushed me to hide awayyy!!
ReplyDeleteI have learnt that anyone that makes you feel that way does not matter in your life, no matter who they are family friends anyone. Their opinion or anything they can say to you is just that, their opinion and try and choose not to listen to it. You matter and that's the only thing that you need to care about. Do what you need to for you and leave the rest behind.
DeleteI have learnt that anyone that makes you feel that way does not matter in your life, no matter who they are family friends anyone. Their opinion or anything they can say to you is just that, their opinion and try and choose not to listen to it. You matter and that's the only thing that you need to care about. Do what you need to for you and leave the rest behind.
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