Why is is possible to not want to exist but still think you live in such an amazing environment and a happy life. Where the hell is it coming from?! I'd be so disappointed in myself if one day I did end it, cause I have everything I ever wanted. But at the same time my mind tells me on the daily what a failure I am and that everyone around me would be better of with me not being here.
What the F*** is going on?!
Yes, I seen multiple counsellors and yes, I have been on multiple medications and I'm still going through this s*** show.
I'll talk to you later,
-K
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